Inevitable

//Pain is inevitable. It will take various forms But it will exist… still. Earlier it was the deep, empty void Now it is the one who has filled this void Close but far away Creating yet another void in me Waiting for him to fill it yet again// Advertisements

The demon that stays inside me.

sadly they never considered the possibility of it being the other way round. That because of what I call “anxiety”, I might be having such sleep and food habits.

It was Friday, the 13th.

And this is how two hoomans, with a dank sad heartbreak, ache and stabbed history, not looking for love, found love.

Love, lust, and thrill

My love for my brother, my lust for wandering and my thrill for the mountains made me travel solo all the way to Dehradun at a huge risk.

I lived a dream.

to be Honest, I always wanted to experience Something Just Like This.

Week 6

(might seem like tiny things to be happy about) but hey! we should find happiness in the little thing, right? I am starting to find mine. 🙂

Week 5

Reality check: no jungle is smooth and easy.

Week 4

Howdy! I hope all of you are having a happy Sunday. This post marks the end of the first month in my concrete jungle. You know that ball of fear and fright which exists inside all of us. Right? What happens when some challenge or a new thing touch that ball? It shivers. It shivers so…

The 3 Ws and dreams

Yesterday at the lecture, I and my batchmates were asked an ample lot of these questions by sir and damn! the silence and the vagueness of the answers he received. We all were lost. That little interaction taught me why it is necessary to ask these questions to ourselves every day – it gives us directions.

Week 3

when you assume something about me, you make an ASS of both YOU and ME.

Week 2

I still remember how anxious and “in my own shell” I was on my first day, constantly believing that I will not be able to fit in and the upcoming two years will be difficult – All this before my journey in this concrete jungle started.

Week 1

It has been a week since I joined Amity and I think it is safe to say that it is an organised concrete jungle. Let me explain this idea to you.

About a birthday trip.

“And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist A week ago I read this book ‘The Alchemist’ by  Brazilian author Paulo Coelho. There are many references made to omens in this book. Many of you who don’t know the meaning of omens.. it…

Nerves

//all it takes is his face to calm my panicky nerves down.// ~❤

Eyes

I love it when I can feel his eyes on me.~

Peace

//Everytime after talking on phone for a while, when I ask, “hello? Are you there?”, he replies, “I’m here and I’ll be here.” And somehow that’s all I need for me to be at peace.//

Distance

//It makes the heart grow fonder. True. However, to add on to it… it also makes the heart agonize, pine and yearn more.//

Transparency

Transparency they say. It just exists as a word with a meaning in the dictionary. This word is as extinct as the Mammoths and the Dodos. Reason? Humans. You think you know them but then you just don’t and maybe that’s how it is and will be. The lies, manipulations and two-faced personalities now rule…

The sun

// It is the winter rays of the sun Coloring the grey sky yellow. There is my winter sun Coloring my grey sky yellow. // Justifies his name~

Sigh

    // and the deep sigh he takes on the phone after telling me he misses me makes me know that he too is imagining us together in that moment like I am.//

Dream

          //I have seen dreams that felt like reality. You made me experience a reality which now feels like a dream.//

Walk

//If distance is the road full of lava and he is a rare wildflower at the end of the road, I’m ready to walk the road to be with him.//

Drowning

//I thought drowning chokes you and you end up dead. Then how it is that drowning myself in your thoughts makes me feel alive?//

Rajma bean

//two of the few things I love and find adorable – rajma beans and imagining my happy pill napping in a rajma bean position.//

Breathe

//Of all the humans I have in my life, the one who helps me breathe normally is far away.//