Nerves

//all it takes is his face to calm my panicky nerves down.// ~❤ Advertisements

Eyes

I love it when I can feel his eyes on me.~

Peace

//Everytime after talking on phone for a while, when I ask, “hello? Are you there?”, he replies, “I’m here and I’ll be here.” And somehow that’s all I need for me to be at peace.//

Distance

//It makes the heart grow fonder. True. However, to add on to it… it also makes the heart agonize, pine and yearn more.//

Transparency

Transparency they say. It just exists as a word with a meaning in the dictionary. This word is as extinct as the Mammoths and the Dodos. Reason? Humans. You think you know them but then you just don’t and maybe that’s how it is and will be. The lies, manipulations and two-faced personalities now rule…

The sun

// It is the winter rays of the sun Coloring the grey sky yellow. There is my winter sun Coloring my grey sky yellow. // Justifies his name~

Sigh

    // and the deep sigh he takes on the phone after telling me he misses me makes me know that he too is imagining us together in that moment like I am.//

Dream

          //I have seen dreams that felt like reality. You made me experience a reality which now feels like a dream.//

Drowning

//I thought drowning chokes you and you end up dead. Then how it is that drowning myself in your thoughts makes me feel alive?//

Rajma bean

//two of the few things I love and find adorable – rajma beans and imagining my happy pill napping in a rajma bean position.//

Broken

To break a soul and shed them into pieces. To break another soul and turn it into blood crystal powder… Only to mend up your own. Why do people do that? Why do we do that? Why break another recovering soul in the process of mending your own? Why the false hopes The false smiles…

Inevitable

//Pain is inevitable. It will take various forms But it will exist… still. Earlier it was the deep, empty void Now it is the one who has filled this void Close but far away Creating yet another void in me Waiting for him to fill it yet again//